Things I'll Never Say!! by Goddess Nefertiti

Things I’ll Never Say

By: Goddess Nefertiti

CATEGORY: Romance

WARNINGS: None

AUTHOR’S NOTES: My friend and I decide to write letters depicting a character. I of course chose Vala. So here is my letter that Vala wrote to Daniel! The problem is.....she has no intension to show or give it to him.

AUTHOR’S WEBSITE:

http://godessnefertiti.livejournal.com/

My Greatest Love,

I tried my best to change yet change comes hard for me. Understand my life has been somewhat of a challenge and I fear it is yet to be resolved. This may come as a shock but I have trust issues (wow I know) but you, you keep pushing on these walls that I’ve built why?? Do you come in love and honor or to hurt and scar? Scars I have many of not all can be seem but it doesn’t mean their not there. I carefully and masterfully lay every lie like a brick building this massive wall to protect my heart, so be gentle. I did not mean to fall in love; love is something I believed was never meant for me. As a host you start to question why, did I deserve this, was it punishment? Soon you start to believe in those questions as absolute truths. Lies become reality and reality fades in to fiction, deceit was where I built my home now it’s in you. You’re my strength, my peace in a chaotic world. Daniel because of you I learned to open my heart to allow these barriers to fall, give me time, believe in me, and love me. Now I don’t want to beg you darling, for something maybe you could never give. Daniel I’m not looking for the rest of your life, I just want another chance to live. Until you know how I feel I’ll where this shroud permanently implanted with a smile.

“Inside my heart is breaking, outside my makeup maybe flaking but my smile still stays on. On with the Show!”

Forever Loving You,
Your Goddess Vala

** The End **

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